自觉 感受 理解

　　成为不了世界冠军的运动员职业上就不能开心？就没有意义？
　　别人轻视自己，不喜欢自己，不尊重自己（说明别人认为我对他没有“用处”），自己就不高兴，甚至不开心？我为何因为别人的看法而自己不开心？——是对自己的安全的不开心！
　　没有用处是不是一种客观的情况？
　　我本来就跟他没有关系的。
　　“关系”的攀附是一种利益上的攀附或者安全的原因。

The so-called meaning is actually a relationship
between something and one’s desire, or one’s need,
and usually there is a certain feeling as a result.
So I should use the word ‘desire’
to reveal the essential of all my problems
rather than the abstract and indirect word ‘meaning’.

The so-called the meaning of life is impossible to attain
because there is no specific unique desire which is being pointed to
by an ordinary person in his whole life.
What there is are the constantly varying and conflicting desires.
The meaning of life we usually seeking for
is actually the eternal, permanent value of life,
and there is no such value except our survival, existent itself.
So the seeking for meaning of life is a delusion and an illusion!
It is the project of our desire to attain a sense of certainty
under a varying condition.
So we should try to face the varying reality
as bravely as possible, as closely as possible.